I'm sick and tired of this layout but I haven't been feeling particularly well these past few months . . I had a cancer scare this last month but now it seems like all will be alright.
There are so many things I would like to say to you . . but
I'm scared that if you knew just how truly messed up I am that you would never be able to look at me again . .
I want to make you happy . .
but more then that I want to be happy.
Maybe that's just too much to ask for..
then again . . I might just be clinging to my drama.
