Friday, September 24, 2004

There are so many reasons to avoid sleep. there is always something that needs to be finished. some project that you seem to have fallen behind . you tell yourself it can't wait another day. you can always sleep later . and no matter what -- you try to avoid thinking about it. about him . and so you avoid sleep . because that's the only way he can get you now . and it still angers you to know that even after all these years you still can't shut him out of your head .

Bled to DEATH ♥ at
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Monday, September 13, 2004

It burns against my skin. sometimes it slices through with such ease that I don't even feel the bite of the blade.
cut. spill against my skin.

Friday, September 10, 2004

I love you . I hate you. I would die if you left me. can't stand being near you and yet I hurt when I'm far from you. you make me feel nothing. everything . Every emotion I thought I would never feel . you are beautiful . perfect. So nothing. dirty and callused and so much more that it's hard to put my finger on one thing . you are what makes my heart beat faster. my blood boil and the tears flow. sometimes you are so much it's hard to breath . But mostly you are nothing.

Monday, September 06, 2004

I would lie to you if you let me-- promise to give you those things I don't have in me.wrap you in lies so sweet you stop caring about the truth. I would die for you in every promise I make -- poisoned perhaps by my own lies and flaws . destroying the sweetness that you once had. I could be a vague memory of what we used to be . that sweetness that only lived in those words ..

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-Ella
-I suffer from a lack of personality
-Currently residing in a small town
-located in uranus,
-not the best place to reside
-Fairly single
- <3 Dr. Chase
-afraid of the dark
-anxious
-depressed
-angry
-lost
-and true hater of snow
-Caffeine & Book addict
-Harry Potter fan . Music lover
-Slash addict . Wannabe writer
-Sometimes confused
-hardly
-In love
-Extremely . .
-Sappy
-Introverted
-Sarcastic
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    5 Things That Scare Me :

    1. needless
    2. biological warfare
    3. clowns
    4. heights
    5. the dark

    5 Things I Hate :

    1. bigotry
    2. ignorance
    3. intolerance
    4. stubbornness
    5. homophobia

    10 Top Movies

    [1] edward scissorhands
    [2] american history x
    [3] brokeback mountain
    [4] the nightmare before..
    [5] the full monty
    [6] psycho
    [7] halloween
    [8] hedwig and the angry inch
    [9] wonder boys
    [10] beauty and the beast

    9 Albums You Love

    [1] mozart
    [2] weezer- pinkerton
    [3] the white stripes - de stijl
    [4] the strokes- is this it
    [5] the white stripes
    [6] nine inch nails- downward spiral
    [7] smashing pumpkins- mellon collie and the infinite sadness
    [8] marilyn manson - antichrist superstar
    [9] the strokes - room on fire

    8 Bands/Artists

    [1] weezer
    [2] elliott smith
    [3] the strokes
    [4] nine inch nails
    [5] the white stripes
    [6] marilyn manson
    [7] smashing pumpkins
    [8] moenia

    7 Things That Annoy You

    [1] people who talk too much
    [2] bad drivers
    [3] labels
    [4] being stared at
    [5] most men
    [6] most women
    [7] dirty dishes

    5 TV Shows

    [1] Criss Angel
    [2] House
    [3] 48 hr mystery
    [4] Bones
    [5] CSI

    3 Albums Recently Bought

    [1] the strokes - first impressions..
    [2] fall out boy - infinity on high
    [3] aureon - to die for

    1 To Spend The Rest Of Your Life With

    [1] my cd collection

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