Friday, September 30, 2005

I keep forgetting to take my medication . So I don't actually know if it works or not . I mean the DOC tells me I won't notice a change unless I remember to take it everyday . But that's causing me some headaches .. HA ! I'm terrible at remembering things . Or I'll remember at the strangest time . Usually it's around the time I'm getting ready for bed .

It's been very windy for the last two days .. I like to lay in bed just listening to wind outside my window . I have the curse of the writer I tell my friends . Too many words stuck in my head . Too many stories . They keep me awake at night . But the wind - - in the end it helps me sleep.

{How are you sleeping ?}

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I've been meaning to change some of the info and other shit on here but I never have enough time . Or when I actually have some freetime someone shows up wanting to hang . I should stop whining - -

Charlie and I are going out to rent some horror movies tomorrow . I like Charlie .. she's like my twin sister . We joke about that all the time . She tends to read my mind and finish my sentences and I do the same with her .
She says either we were separated at birth or we need to meet new people .
My B-day is coming up . . {sigh} I'll try not to think about it .

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I've been busy . But then aren't I always . My digital cam died . I'm sad . I'm broke right now and can't go out and buy a new one . that makes me sadder . I'm using my old super cheap digicam .
And obviously it doesn't do nearly half of what my other cam used to . I'm sad again . . oh , and I'm dyeing my hair again .
Ha! as if my hair wasn't fried enough as it is .But I can't stand the current color I have .
I'm heartsick .. do you know the cure ???



well , do you ?

Sunday, September 18, 2005

I just heard the cutest story about my boy Image hosted by TinyPic.com . . Apparently he talked this girl into giving up her belt Image hosted by TinyPic.com .... jajaja .. That sounds just like him . Anyways apparently after she finally parted with her beloved belt she says he wouldn't stop showing his newly acquired possession to anyone who would look . But my poor babies glory died soon along with the battery of his belt . . She says he wouldn't stop sulking after that and all because he couldn't get a new battery for damn stupid belt . Is this why I love you ?? { har har har }

Friday, September 16, 2005

The other day I got up very early . Went into the kitchen and poured myself a bowl of cereal. A few minutes later my sister walked into the kitchen and eyed me suspiciously. After a minute or two she finally asked what was on her mind . She wanted to know why I had gotten up so early. This was a first for me .
I turned to her with a smile on my face and told her I had just had a great dream and was in a terrific mood .
She poured herself a glass of milk and asked what my dream was about .
That's when I realized I couldn't remember . My good mood ended . Thanks a lot sis .

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Arguing over the internet usually loses it's seriousness . When the guy on the other end knows perfectly well there's no way you can actually kick his ass . Pour yourself some coffee and think about that . . { now go catch a squirrel} kissxkiss

Tuesday, September 13, 2005


art by Jhonen V { JTHM}


The other day my sister told me she saw Z drive by the house . WHAT ??? That's pretty close to my actual reaction. Talk about being over someone . I interrogated her for about an hour {kidding} . I was shocked .. Wasn't Z supposed to be gone . Married bastard that he is . Sadly I have to admit that I wanted to run out the door and see if I could catch a glimpse of him.
My sis told me he still looks the same as the last time we saw him -- which only depressed me more . I was hoping he would look like shit by now . You know in case I ever ran into him so I could laugh at him or whatever.
Be right back I'm going to go bang my head on the wall for a sec .

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

You know how sometimes you get what you want only to find out that it wasn't at all what you really needed or wanted ??? - - - - well , that has never happened to me . I want {YOU} to come back to me and prove to me that we were never meant to be . I want to know that we would never have worked out even if we had try . Lately I've been so tired . . . how's your life ??

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-Ella
-I suffer from a lack of personality
-Currently residing in a small town
-located in uranus,
-not the best place to reside
-Fairly single
- <3 Dr. Chase
-afraid of the dark
-anxious
-depressed
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-lost
-and true hater of snow
-Caffeine & Book addict
-Harry Potter fan . Music lover
-Slash addict . Wannabe writer
-Sometimes confused
-hardly
-In love
-Extremely . .
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    2. ignorance
    3. intolerance
    4. stubbornness
    5. homophobia

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    [1] edward scissorhands
    [2] american history x
    [3] brokeback mountain
    [4] the nightmare before..
    [5] the full monty
    [6] psycho
    [7] halloween
    [8] hedwig and the angry inch
    [9] wonder boys
    [10] beauty and the beast

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    [2] weezer- pinkerton
    [3] the white stripes - de stijl
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    [5] the white stripes
    [6] nine inch nails- downward spiral
    [7] smashing pumpkins- mellon collie and the infinite sadness
    [8] marilyn manson - antichrist superstar
    [9] the strokes - room on fire

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    [1] weezer
    [2] elliott smith
    [3] the strokes
    [4] nine inch nails
    [5] the white stripes
    [6] marilyn manson
    [7] smashing pumpkins
    [8] moenia

    7 Things That Annoy You

    [1] people who talk too much
    [2] bad drivers
    [3] labels
    [4] being stared at
    [5] most men
    [6] most women
    [7] dirty dishes

    5 TV Shows

    [1] Criss Angel
    [2] House
    [3] 48 hr mystery
    [4] Bones
    [5] CSI

    3 Albums Recently Bought

    [1] the strokes - first impressions..
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