Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Let me tell you about my life . .
about the things that have made up most of my existence . .
or at least the ones that have stayed so imprinted into my
consciousness that I've never quite forgotten them. .
That first kiss that we shared while we hid under the table
hoping no one would find us . .
A first kiss that would be as sweet as innocence because that's all
there really was in it . .
Losing your brother and then your mother . .
And realizing that now you might actually be truly and utterly alone . .
Speeding down deserted roads with your friends singing in the backseat . .
Standing outside your window playing guitar until you finally
decided to come out . .
Never quite sure what to say to you . . .
And your hand always warm - - holding onto mine .

Bled to DEATH ♥ at
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

I am finished with all my xmas shopping . . .
I'm still alive and I guess that's a good thing .
Though I'm still feeling pretty shitty but you all know how it goes
what doesn't kill you . .
only causes extreme psychological damage .



as always . . .
M/L

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I feel so very unhappy today - - I don't know why I ever assumed it could get better for me . I will not go into detail about this because it's a very personal matter but it comes down to making me feel like shit.

I've decided to skip thanksgiving .
I just wouldn't be able to go through with it . . so I'm just going to stay in my room until I have to go to work.



Hope the rest of you are faring better.
M/L

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Thanksgiving is just around the corner and we still haven't gone out and bought anything . . . that's sorta of our thing . My bro probably won't be coming by so much for the family dinner thing - - oh Well !

I tried to lighten my hair and I totally fried it . .thank god I'm seeing my hair stylist soon .

Saturday, November 11, 2006

HAPPY B- DAY SIS
MUCH LOVE TO THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN MAKE ME LAUGH NO MATTER WHAT<3

Friday, November 10, 2006


I love this boy. If you've been reading me then you know who HE is <3

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

why is it that parents are always so hard to get along with . I hate getting caught in the middle of an argument but it seems that is the way it has been for as long as I can remember. My sisters are always expecting me to come to their rescue and I'm so used to doing it that now I don't even think about it . Well not until later when I'm storming out of my parents house and I realize that this had nothing to do with me .


M/L to Alexander the Great "Lex" , Jacque, Laurent and the Amoeba .

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    [2] bad drivers
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    [5] most men
    [6] most women
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