It is true that friends should never be allowed to leave you - - shouldn't this be some kind of law ? and if they should leave you that at least it may be when you will no longer miss them .
I've always known I'm not good at goodbyes . . how many haven't I avoided already. That I'm a bastard who would rather hide then face the truth - - I hope you didn't wait for me to show .
And though I know how perfectly melodramatic this all sounds I can't help but feel that I will break withou you . . friends should never leave . You should have never left me - - but you are leaving this very moment . I think I shall be very bitter this winter .