I keep meaning to change some stuff on this thing but I never seem to get around to it . I should really stop adding to my work load . . either that or plan ahead .
I miss going out and spending more money then I probably should . It was fun going out with Charlie and just sitting in the car laughing at stupid things we came up with .
I don't know if there's anything out there that I love more then writing but it seems like trying to finish this damn novel is eating away the joy I used to feel..
Yes , I know it's just a phase but it bugs me that it's getting to me this much. Having a deadline sucks . . it takes the fun out of everything . Or maybe I'm just a damn slacker . .
