I cut my hair a few weeks ago. It looks like shit. If people used to say I looked 15 yrs old now I look around 12 . I might post a picture [ if I get around to it] ... and while at any other time I would have loved to piss him off by refusing to cut it . this time I didn't have much choice .. it was either cut it or get expelled which at this point would not be a good thing. I'm at a friends house . far far away from my beloved family . I imagine my dad has been calling everyone trying to figure out where I am .. this thought at least makes me smile.
I still can't sleep. I'm an idiot -- I should take the damn medication but you know me .
Chiv tells me I'm incapable of falling in love .... In the past month she's called me a spoiled brat , a bastard , an asshole , etc .. etc . I'm beginning to think she doesn't like me much. But she might be right.
I'm not used to people liking me . It's uncomfortable. It only makes me smoke even more then I usually do. Ciao //
