There are so many reasons to avoid sleep. there is always something that needs to be finished. some project that you seem to have fallen behind . you tell yourself it can't wait another day. you can always sleep later . and no matter what -- you try to avoid thinking about it. about him . and so you avoid sleep . because that's the only way he can get you now . and it still angers you to know that even after all these years you still can't shut him out of your head .
Bled toDEATH ♥ at 8:59 PM
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Monday, September 13, 2004
It burns against my skin. sometimes it slices through with such ease that I don't even feel the bite of the blade. cut. spill against my skin.
Bled toDEATH ♥ at 4:19 PM
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Friday, September 10, 2004
I love you . I hate you. I would die if you left me. can't stand being near you and yet I hurt when I'm far from you. you make me feel nothing. everything . Every emotion I thought I would never feel . you are beautiful . perfect. So nothing. dirty and callused and so much more that it's hard to put my finger on one thing . you are what makes my heart beat faster. my blood boil and the tears flow. sometimes you are so much it's hard to breath . But mostly you are nothing.
Bled toDEATH ♥ at 1:54 PM
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Monday, September 06, 2004
I would lie to you if you let me-- promise to give you those things I don't have in me.wrap you in lies so sweet you stop caring about the truth. I would die for you in every promise I make -- poisoned perhaps by my own lies and flaws . destroying the sweetness that you once had. I could be a vague memory of what we used to be . that sweetness that only lived in those words ..
Bled toDEATH ♥ at 2:17 PM
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AUTHOR ♥ /
-Ella
-I suffer from a lack of personality
-Currently residing in a small town
-located in uranus,
-not the best place to reside
-Fairly single
- <3 Dr. Chase
-afraid of the dark
-anxious
-depressed
-angry
-lost
-and true hater of snow
-Caffeine & Book addict
-Harry Potter fan . Music lover
-Slash addict . Wannabe writer
-Sometimes confused
-hardly
-In love
-Extremely . .
-Sappy
-Introverted
-Sarcastic
-Mostly Happy
[1] edward scissorhands [2] american history x [3] brokeback mountain [4] the nightmare before.. [5] the full monty [6] psycho [7] halloween [8] hedwig and the angry inch [9] wonder boys [10] beauty and the beast
9 Albums You Love
[1] mozart [2] weezer- pinkerton [3] the white stripes - de stijl [4] the strokes- is this it [5] the white stripes [6] nine inch nails- downward spiral [7] smashing pumpkins- mellon collie and the infinite sadness [8] marilyn manson - antichrist superstar [9] the strokes - room on fire
8 Bands/Artists
[1] weezer [2] elliott smith [3] the strokes [4] nine inch nails [5] the white stripes [6] marilyn manson [7] smashing pumpkins [8] moenia
7 Things That Annoy You
[1] people who talk too much [2] bad drivers [3] labels [4] being stared at [5] most men [6] most women [7] dirty dishes
