Monday, March 29, 2004

There are so many things he could say . but he always goes for the ones he knows will hurt me the most .
' do you really think there's anything between us' he turns to glare at me . if looks could kill -- they say .
' I know there is' I reply . but my voice sounds unsure even to my own ears.
' Then you are a bigger idiot then I thought' he practically growls out the words and sits on the chair facing me . staring at me with those depthless eyes. so dark you think they could swallow the stars themselves . and maybe they have . presses a hand to his forehead and sighs .
' There is nothing . because you are nothing to me . you never will be'
and before I have a chance to reply he's on his feet pulling me up towards him . his face inches away from mine . looking like he wants to put my head through the wall. then suddenly his head falls against my shoulder . his long dark hair brushing against my cheek .
' I hate you' he whispers against my neck . before his lips are crushing mine . and his fingers are tangling into my hair . I pull away slowly my eyes staring into his .
' I hate you too' and then my lips are back against his . dancing . gliding. and there is so much softness and warmth. that for an instant I wonder if I'm dreaming. and only the cool touch of his fingers tell me otherwise .

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he says ' i would never forget you. i could never forget you .' says it like he means it. his breath warm against my face. sometimes he is so close. that nothing else matters. except his fingers lacing with my own.
he says ' i will come back to you. i need to come back to you.' lips brushing my own. he tastes so sweet that for a moment i believe he will .
sometimes all that matters is that he's close to me.
I say ' you'll my break heart when you leave .' and he looks away . his eyes refusing to meet my own. and i know what he's thinking. but i'm not quite sure what's going through my head.

Friday, March 12, 2004

If you give a girl a razor. One that is shiny and new. If you give this girl a razor. She might just use it on you. Tocarve you out of her heart. A tiny piece at a time. Until that shiny , new razor finally loses it's shine. If you give a girl a razor. Leave it in her hand for me to find.

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-Ella
-I suffer from a lack of personality
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